well....dunno wht to write...
i was just wondering...
is it so easy to b indifferent?
i mean it takes all my energy to b trully indifferent to some1 and even thn i'm not completely successful...
i fake it all ...all the time
and on the other hand it seems like the other person is able to do it so effortlessly...it nearly kills u!
and this is when u start getting such stupid thoughts in ur head
and since u have an exam the nxt day
u feel all the more tempted to write crap...
so.................................what else?
well yesterday i did the fountain...and today i feel stupid about it(obviously)
so its over..ok..i dont have any problems with that. wht bothers me are the question: did i ever make any effect on the person? was i always make-believing myself into believing stuffs tht never existed?
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