i hate myself 4 doin it...i do it all the time...y?am i so pathetic?its such utter bullshit. and i'm tired of talkin to only myself and this stupid computer. and i just cant tell my folks. i mean it's not even a grt thing..it's like a small pimple. while all my folks hav their broken bones to take care of ,i am only concernd bout this tiny pimple! i feel so selfish. no, not the ayn rand selfish. the lowly averi selfish. it's amazing how much i can magnify my non existent problems!its like i'm obsessd with unhappiness...i mean i'm fine yaar!everythings gr8then y shud i b tickin the "lonely" and "sad" option in every personality test i take?
and it's so dumb!
i dont even know y i am doin this...
wht's the point of writing this whn i dont want pple askin me bout it and sympathisin crap...
